It's a process of surrender and faith in a higher consciousness part of oneself. My belief in this has developed in clarity over the last 6 months, and every day brings more and more clarity. It's not always easy to stick with one's faith, I'm still prey to my old conditioned habits of thought, which bring fear and doubt into my glorious "dream of freedom". But then come the synchronicities that soothe and comfort and strengthen me.
Two days ago, I was surfing through various videos on YouTube, can't remember exactly for what, but I came across an interview from one spiritual lady in Norway with another in America. The title intrigued me... "How To Use Your Intuition". The "expert being interviewed was a lady called Sonia Choquette. I'd never heard of her, but she had compelling and exciting things to say that were well in tune with my desires to follow the whims of my heart.
Anyway, I Googled her and found out that she's been an international authority for many years with 14 books to her name. I then clicked on another video in which she gave a talk at a spiritual seminar, and she was captivating. A great and humorous speaker who inspires and motivates with such a powerful and contagious "spark of life". This was just what I needed to discover, as if it opened the door to my dreams that last difficult inch. What she says about 'Intuition" and how we can learn to access and use it is so exciting and all-encompassing, and at the same time obvious to me... I have been able to release the last remnants of doubt that have shadowed my decision to break away from it all.
In her presentation she talks of 4 steps on the way to "enlightenment"... 1) Awakening, 2) Discovery, 3) Surrender, 4) Flow. I feel that I'm just starting off with step 3. And it fills me already with great joy and confidence. I don't have to wander anymore if what I'm doing is a good idea... I KNOW it. And that makes everything so much easier.
Here's the links to these videos... watch for yourself:
Sonia Choquette - How To Use Your Intuition
Sonia Choquette - Guest speaker at Bodhi Spiritual Center