I REALIZE MORE AND MORE THAT IT'S MORE ABOUT THE INNER-JOURNEY THAN THE OUTER ONE.
I've gotten comfortable at my brother's house - it isn't easy to leave. I have a bond with Gary like I have with no-one else... really, it's like talking to myself in the most positive manner.
After all my discussions with Gary and Anna, I feel closer to my heart's journey and desire. Maybe I need their energy and vision more than I need to travel physically... at least for now. Destination Spain has taken on a new dimension with prospect of meeting up with them there... continuing my "inner journey" in their presence.
And through them and together with them, I can find new friends of the same visionary make-up. Through them and with them I can create my desired lifestyle – manifest it much easier because I'm not on my own, not lonely, empowered by their support and love, enhanced by our parallel journeys.
I have nothing to gain or prove by doing it alone.
I don't have to travel much just yet – and I certainly don't have to travel to prove myself. I'm searching for my life, I'm on a journey of discovery, free from place and time. I don't need to cover all of Europe this year just to get my music to the masses – my adventure can be found in my time here in England, and then in Spain – Spain is a big country, I could spend the year just touring around Spain and Portugal ... my album-sales goal can be realized online just through the action of posting song-videos on YouTube – I may not even have to perform that often.